Surah Al-Haqqah 69:27

يَـٰلَيْتَهَا كَانَتِ ٱلْقَاضِيَةَ

I wish it [i.e., my death] had been the decisive one.

Translation: Saheeh International

Tafsir

O would that it namely death in the life of this world had been the final end that had terminated my life so that I am not resurrected.

Excerpt from Tafsir al-Jalalayn, commentary on 69:27, via Quran.com. The reader has the full commentary and 9 more tafsirs.